Let me first apologize for needing three days to regather myself. Been feeling like death the last few days, but I'm somewhat better today. Also, I warn that what I'm about to say isn't simple, it's a complicated situation and I doubt this will be a fun read for you. Many of you will be confused. I'll be able to clear that up after I get us into a forum under the private domain www.avacademy.org.
This free speech forum will be censorproof unless they pull a big rug out from under more people than they'd prefer. At the very least, if this happens they'll be forced to sacrifice some of their own - I'll register that as a small win. The addition of the forum is nearing completion now. Those who would like to come along only need ask. We will need to vet each one of you before access is approved and that goes for LEOs, Active Duty, Veterans, and Civilians.
Many of you were assuming this to be about my health(not beer-flu related), but my health isn't the case here. I never mentioned or implied anything about that, but thank you to those who were concerned enough to ask.. I'm still not sure of why you did but it's appreciated. Too much is going on in the world at this time. It would be selfish bad timing to concern you with my well-being right now, but since you're asking I can't deny.
It's true that some strange things occurred back in the Fall of 2019. My body has been up to something odd since, but whatever that is I'll figure it out. All doctor's are confused with the situation and I'm beginning to tire of the visits. It's been so fruitless, my attention is better placed on something gratifying. I try not to stress about my health too much. I can't handle that along with everything that's goin on in the world right now. All I can do is let nature run it's course at this point. After going through the tests, a year later I have no answers. All the scanning, poking and prodding with no gratification makes me feel more like a specimen than a patient.
From what I understand I'm not the only one, there are quite a few people who were hit with similar issues around that time in 2019 and they're persisting. We're clearly in the minority, but we all have the same thing in common. Whatever it is, it must be new or else doctors would have a reference for it.. a year later and they have nothing.. or maybe it's just a coincidence that I'm having this happen along with these other people. Maybe it's all just in our head. We may never know. Let's not stress over that for now.
While we're here, I'd like to make a public apology to my Mother. Although I tried hiding it from everyone, she sees that my health is off. I can't humor that situation very well. When doctors can't help the situation, I don't expect any family or friends to be capable of helping. No humor or help in the situation means I have to turn away from the issue. Without legitimate help, the concern from others only stresses me and I don't want to place those compounded frustrations on any of them, especially not Mom. I apologize to my Mother for my pushing away when she'd try to help. I know she's well intended, but this is out of her hands. I love her very much and lose sleep over these things. I suppose I should apologize to everyone just in case I've done this to anyone else without realizing it.
I'm thankful for the effort of some healthcare providers, but between the bunch I find a lot of contradiction. If they can't get it together and agree on something, there's no reason I should continue with their industry. It's best that I focus on matters I can maintain. So, I'll no longer worry about what's out of my hands, just as it's outside the knowledge of medical. This is why I haven't told any of you. It'll only bog you down like it has me. It's slown me down quite a bit as I intended to complete some important work in Q1, 2020. These changes have caused me to be a full year late already and I'm now running out of time. I just haven't been myself since that fall of 2019, just before your world started changing.
Aside from my health concerns, I also want to apologize for the worldly circumstances that have led me to new responsiblities. It's those responsibilities that have pulled me from everyone moreso than the health situation. I never wanted the obligation or the responsibility, but to deny it would be problematic. I would prefer to avoid all of this if I could guarantee the consequences wouldn't catch up with us. As these new responsibilities begin to remove me further from some of you, I need you to understand there's some significance to my absensce. This way you can see it hasn't been for nothing.
Before we get into a conversation I want to be frank, I'm not concerned with what you're thinking about the world right now. People are thinking a thousand different things. I'll want to know all of that later. Right now, it's more important that I hear what everyone is feeling, not what you're thinking. It's tragic that half of us carry thoughts that aren't our own. Many of us have been so proselytized, it looks like mass stockholm syndrome. So many of us continue placing our blind faith in the media. Many live through the vicarious media experience that's served to them rather than their own first hand, localized experience. Many borrow their identity and ideas from media, they have no true identity or ideas of their own. Due to this intellectual vacancy, broadcast programming moves into their head, sets up easily.
Too many of us are deeply programmed. So, we're skipping "our" consenus of thought for now, till most of us figure out who we are again. For now, our feelings will be the best place to begin. From this we can build some kind of consensus/bond between us. I hate to think the basis of our bonds have been stripped all the way back down to feelings, but now that we can no longer confidently rely on our peers for thoughtful consensus, feeling is all we have. Thoughtful people full of thought and Careful people full of care are one in the same, but there's a strong contrast between those and the carefree/careless followers of media culture.
With the contrast of the careful against the carefree we can see what the careless are carrying. They bring in the tenets of celebrities/false idols. They represent the social atmosphere that's erupted all around us. What we're now living in is a byproduct of their state of mind, and it's that atomsphere we'll all be forced to adapt to. Too many of our peers are carriers of popular, media culture(pop-culture). It’s a fickle culture passed down from one disenfranchised generation to the next. Too many have lost the ability to think independently outside its walls. It’s a terrible reality, but they have to choose change, it’s not for us to force anything .
It's important that we not obsess ourselves with their choice of fate, but if we entirely ignore the mess they're making we'll be buried under it. This is why partitions and bridges will be necessary(topic for another). If we don't build something stable to hold onto now, our future could easily get lost under this fickle, pop-culture mess. I wanted to wait to bring things closer to completion first, but time does seem to move fast these days. So, here's something.
What I'm providing is a cornerstone, something that offers us a nice center of gravity to work from. Working out from its center we can hope to build something stable in spite of our differences, and through our differences we can work to decentralize our gravity. This decentralization will provide us with immunity to opposing networks as our offset/diversified gravity will offer them no singularly defining center to attack. It's worth mentioning the majority of our differences are circumstantial, they're not differences of the heart. If you haven't noticed, there are circumstances changing all around us now, but I'm rooting for your heart to not give out, to not change. I think it's best that we try to have fun with these new circumstances/opportunities we're about to receive here on this continent. We can focus on our ability to flip problems into surplus solutions, but we'll need to talk about that first. Lots of revelation ahead and this could be exciting if we build the proper perspective for it. I want to hear that you're ready to turn this corner with me before the next stage of grief kicks in. Good Grief is all I want, none of the bad. There is a difference, I promise.
It's ok that we admit our hearts have been broken in this country, but for many this is nothing new, and we know it's something we can repair. The faith our countrymen have dropped recently isn't a faith destroyed. It's still in tact, but it searches for a new home. Where will we place it to keep it secure? Some place local, right? How about some place friendly? That would be ideal. Clearly, it would be better if we placed it into something more familiar than our strange, overpaid "representatives". I don't entirely know how you feel, but I feel like placing my faith in all of you. I don't care about your track record, that record is not yours. You'll clean up well and that cleanliness will give you your own clear vision.
We've been under the destructive influence of a chosen bunch. We've all been subject to the manipulation for longer than you know. I place blame on the distributors of the influence that led you down faulted paths. Some of you may come with more baggage than others, but I'll be damned if I believe you don't have potential. I'm not going to listen to how much of a loser you think you are because of one thing or another.. those wheels were set in motion before you were birthed, you were born into the sin of men before you, not your own. So, we're going to scrub that trash off you. No dirty shoes in our house.
The media can't keep our faith warm, the PROPRIETARY "scientists" and "doctors" won't, but each one of you can and I believe you will. We're a self sustaining bunch, we'll keep the faith alive ourselves. To the religious I would call this God in action. Holy spirit working through its creation, Mankind.. just as Mankind works through its creation, Technology. Can’t break the chain! Those of you who know me, know I've never been religious, but I've always looked through a religious lens as it offers a separate perspective. I address all perspectives in a time of revelation.
As this world changes and provides us an opportunity to clean our minds of media propagated influence, we'll again think clearly enough to mend our heart and learn to hope again. The one constant thing we've all been feeling for is a cure for that sinking feeling of despair we've been sharing. The concern that we may not be able to feed our families, that their future and way of life may soon be stolen from them. This has been enough to make me pull it together. In spite of health concerns.
Soon, after the good grief reaches its conclusion, we'll all cut our losses from misplaced faith and begin rebuilding the integrity. You'll look to your left and right at the man and woman next to you and you'll be looking directly into the eyes of your faith. Those who oppose turning this corner with us will find another destination. We'll watch them ride that high horse into the ground after we choose indifference. They can't last without our concern for them, without our servitude.
When we hear "new normal", there's an immediate sinking feeling. At least this is the case for those who value our way of life. Many of us feel there’s only one option moving forward. To hopelessly continue going to our day jobs, while our representatives work to liquidate our way of life, leaving us with nothing but foreign dictation.
That's despair, and it's usually a result of an imagination not being exercised. That despair is something they're instilling in us as they broadcast program our perspective. With a strong imagination, we create new scenerios that disrupt their projected plans for us. There’s a way to extract the despair they've planted, but a person has to first be willing to imagine something hopeful, they have to imagine the extraction and commit to it.
All I can do is plant a seed and hope good people will nurture it. WARNING: these things tend to grow like bamboo, most of the growth initially resides in the root system before propelling itself vertically, then blast off. Patience Is Virtue.
If I told you I’ve been quietly working with other veterans over the years to create another option, would it interest you? Do you like the idea of voluntary community service under meritocratic guidance(not leadership)? There's a way to produce tradeable earnings that register as something other than monetary gain. We can do this. First, it's in our best interest to end our registration from all big tech platforms, including all institutions supporting them. Do this slowly if necessary for keeping food on the table.
One of the next steps is to create a new registry for commissions and nu-currency/memerits. At that point we'll be effectively delisted from and fully immune to certain institutions. We see no benefit in allowing them to reclaim their grip over us, we're better off picking up what they can't handle. As their grip slips we don't need to take it from them, we take over where they can't handle, where they are UNFIT for duty. I'm overly simplifying all of this for fewer words(few words HA), but in short, this is an exodus. We're no longer following leaders so much as we're adhereing to our shared logic and values. There's no need in us worrying about those who don't share this with us, it's their freedom to meet whatever end they choose.
Why did this build require a network of Veterans?
Most vets(not all) believe oath matters only to the honest. The honor system only matters to the honorable. Conscientious people make sacrifices for oath and for the people it stands to protect. Our best Vets are compelled to do good, and our AVA Vetting system ensures that only our best make it through the filter. To offer you a bit of perspective, our best are typically not those who are most vocal about their veteran status. True veterans don't go looking for attention or a pat on the back. Ours may be a little different from those you've made yourself familiar with, but we've been here all along.
